I ‘went’ vegan, already having been vegetarian for most of my life, in November 2008. November is Vegan Month and as my second full year approaches, and I can start to look back on the first few months of transition as the past, I thought I’d go on about it.
So why vegan? Animal welfare is the core answer and only the blindest or thickest of people could pretend that farming in the industrial way we do is kind to, or good for, animals. Obviously just me not eating eggs and dairy doesn’t actually make any animals better off in a society which over produces and throws away many thousands of times more animal produce than I’m not consuming. But we supposedly have a market driven economy where suppliers respond to demand – and I demand soya milk and egg free meat substitutes and leather free clothing and vegan biscuits and the like. There are other important reasons of course, such as sustainability, limiting damage to the environment and eating well.
Does being a fussy customer work? Well it certainly did for the ovo-lacto vegetarian movement, almost every pub, restaurant and cafe in the UK now offers veggie choices, it would be economic suicide not to! There may not be so many vegans yet but the easy options are fast growing: a choice of tasty vegan frozen goods at Holland and Barrett; vegan curries at Wetherspoons – even some (but not many) bottled beers and wines are marked as suitable for us nowadays and many more prove to be ok after a bit of research. The emergence of tough, waterproof, synthetics increasingly makes leather look like a sidelined, fetishist, choice. Vegans are customers and the more we buy the more commerce will offer and this will divert resources from producing and promoting animal based products, in percentage terms at least.
But why me in particular? Well as a long term veggie, and an animal lover of the sort who can clearly see that a sheep can feel pain and distress as surely as my cat can, it was maybe only a mater of time. I am not one of those who pretends that becoming vegan puts me at the the top of the kind to animals status pyramid, I’m well aware that thousands of creatures die to allow our industrialised agriculture grow the grain to make the bread that I throw away when it gets stale, but I do see veganism as another step upwards and I do think these changes are best made in steps rather than too gradually.
Chickens kept by kind owners in non-commercial situations may well have a happy life. Once profit becomes the motive though welfare tends to go out the window!
For many years I’ve been an audax rider, a long distance cyclist, eating many, many more calories than I need so I can squander them in pursuit of another 100 kilometres – I was painfully aware that it is one thing to ride and eat without causing any harm but another to obtain my fuel at the expense of animal welfare. A further incentive came from the fact that in Autumn 2008 I had some concern about animal abuse becoming more prominent in areas of my life I have no influence over and I felt the need to balance this out with action elsewhere.
Also, importantly, becoming vegan was a challenge I set myself, a bit of a mountain to climb with views and satisfaction waiting at the summit for me. Making the change was more about achievement than deprivation.
So come November 1st 2008 I’d been practising by having vegan days and I’d done a deal with Jane, my veggie partner, that I’d cook 3 days a week but if she cooked for me it’d have to be vegan. It was only going to be for November at first. Making the change was quite easy and fun in many ways, experimenting with new recipes, pigging out on vegan meat substitutes and ice cream. Since she retired Jane spends a great deal of time eating pub meals with her friends so she could eat veggie then and seemed to enjoy the vegan adventure at home. I on the other hand dislike just about any social activity that involves sitting and talking in groups so nothing for me to miss out on and even a convenient excuse if I need one. Jane seems quite amiable to stuffing her face and nodding while I drink too much and waffle so we have a vegan (for me) meal out at Wetherspoons, or occasionally the excellent Garden in Jericho, at least once a week.
I wasn’t too sure about the no honey thing at first, it just didn’t fit into my definition of animal produce. After all bees are just insects, ‘good’ insects I’m sure, same as ladybirds, but still insects, same as the greenfly and blackfly I continue to be mean to when they attempt to eat the vegetables I’m growing. But about that time the media started highlighting how colonies of bees were shrinking alarmingly and the potentially devastating effects for agriculture and plant life in general that could occur as a result of their loss. The truth started coming out about how greedy commercial bee-keepers had been treating them, ferrying them round hundreds of miles to sell their pollination services, making them grow artificially large and weak by constructing oversize cells, taking not just excess honey but honey they needed to survive and replacing it with sugar solution of little nutritional value. Yet again the money men trash nature in their ignorant greed. So now I get the honey thing, it’s just another facet of unsustainable factory farming treating animals as product, and I don’t eat honey.
The beer thing took a while. I’d always enjoyed drinking cask ales as a vegetarian, ignoring or excusing the fact that they are mostly fined with fish swim bladders. I love real ale, it was difficult, but there are plenty of tasty, animal free, bottled options. Eventually I drunk my last fishy pint – we all have to sacrifice something 🙁
It would be great to be able to say that from the moment I went vegan I felt healthier in mind and body. It wouldn’t be quite true though. My digestive system really didn’t like being deprived of all those dairy fats to slow it down. For several months I was not really happy to be too far from a toilet for too long. I slept badly most nights partly due to irritable bowel syndrome type symptoms but also because of the endless circular internal monologues of stress and depression. I felt weak riding a flattish 200k and took longer than usual to recover. I took pre-biotics and B12 supplements and never seriously considered going back to dairy, but for a while I was not the best advert for the vegan diet!
Looking back now though it was just change and change isn’t always easy and quite often has mental as well as physical side effects. I was getting genuinely stressed because of changes at work and a badly timed attempt to impose a somewhat incompetent manager on me – that wasn’t just diet! Of course I was knackered after long rides – I’d just taken up running again and expecting to start running 20 miles a week while changing my diet and continue to ride long distance was a bit much. And yes the digestive process does quicken when you eat less fat, this means less time for food to hang about in the gut causing polyps which are associated with colon and bowel cancer.
Eighteen months vegan and feeling fine!
Almost 2 years on and I think I can now honestly say that I do feel better than before I went vegan. I sleep pretty well, better than I can remember for a long while. My stomach is mostly fine and predictable and is even quite open to pints of adventurous smoothies that Jane will only pretend to sip. I think I’ve become better at shrugging off dark moods when I don’t feel like indulging them and at ignoring the fact that I hate my job. (I wouldn’t want to be one of these always look on the bright side types anyway.) I take B12 supplements and flax oil for Omega 3 and sometimes protein recovery drinks, usually hemp in soya milk. I make sure I get at least my 5 a day and usually also manage my 21 units a week without much effort.
I can certainly run better than ever before, mostly due to training of course but you can’t train without a good mindset and diet. I really enjoy running. I made a point of completing a Randonneur Round the Year (200k brevet a month for 12 successive months), as a vegan, while still running, I’m no slower and recover well. I’m currently focussed on doing my best at the Abingdon Marathon in tens days time but after that I’ll be looking forward to shorter runs and getting back on the bike and trying some of the longer distances with animal free fuel.
Being a vegan is good – I recommend it 🙂